lately i was so busy with work,my final thesis and everything that i hardly had time for myself.but its getting better now that december has arrived and im not that busy anymore and thus can focus again on my creative need. my need to express myself every once in a while.
i had the first night i could really concentrate all on myself and had time to waste. it felt so good.just so good. however, ive met the coolest people and am so glad to have friends that are so trustworthy and real. anyway; i wrote this stuff that i want to share.
do all things with love.
we are all fools when it comes to love
we make mistakes we swore we would never make
act like kids, trembling,impulsive and passionate,
stupidly saying things because they sound pretty
we thought we could make it work,
like the characters in the books
we read when we were just small children,
when there is love outside the library of our brain
and then again;
the people that died when i was a child
they are complete characters,
finished and unchangeable,
they had no time to change the way i did,
so at best we can turn us
into fictional characters in our head
is that why we take pictures?
so durable happiness is not affection
and you are not the cure
when you are the trouble.
I still have ridiculously large dreams,
the excitement of possibilities,
i will meet them in the fields somewhere
and when i get lost,
will i find my way
shift and change
do all things with love.
